sigh...i never asked for a re-do on a test or anything...can i re-do my life though?and as much as i am good at putting a shit eating grin on at work and acting all professional and fancy, i hate it. we had a business lunch today, talk about awkward. man, there was excellent pizza and pop, but we had to be all chit chat and eat with fork and knives.in an ideal world i would like to work for a company that doesn't judge me for enjoying my pizza like a normal person, i want to burp and i want to be able to talk with my mouth full and laugh, is that too much to ask?
then again, i should be thankful to have a job though it seems like i can no longer hold out on feeling the impact of a shitty shitty shitty economy, more and more of our competitors are going under. for the first time in eight years we went on a hiring freeze and in the past three weeks, three middle managers have been let go.
also, companies are literally laying people off all around us. scary stuff when all i want to do is be a kid. why can good ol' Bill come back, those were the days when bj's were the only thing on our parent's global concern list instead of mounting credit card debt and the prospect of having to forgo heat and electricity a few days to make ends meet.
how is everyone doing btw?
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